Pamela ([info]clmbingthestars) wrote,
2005-07-17 23:12:00
I'm in a weird mood....

On one hand, I'm glad that I'm keeping in touch with all my Clarkson buddies, I was entirely convinced everyone would forget about me/be happy I was gone once I left... Its only a select few who really didn't like me though...

But on the other hand, I'm sad I feel so left out, I just don't seem to fit in with any of the people I was friends with in highschool. They all have their own little clicks now and I don't actually belong to any of them. I'm an outsider :( I guess I was in highschool too.... I suppose I'm just a shitty-ass friend. It just is difficult because I know that the people I used to hang out with and talk to alot still do stuff together, and I'm definatly excluded. I'm depressed.

I'm also whiny, so shoot me....

I just have alot on my mind right now, I miss having people there to talk to and shit.

I'm most definatly a hermit.... so here goes my life of recluse.

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[info]rumpletiger84

July 18 2005, 03:43:08 UTC 6 years ago

<3

I love you Pammo!!!! Tons and tons... and if I lived in Merricrack I woulda been an outlier with you! I'll be your loner buddy with you! ;-)

[info]clmbingthestars

July 18 2005, 19:59:44 UTC 6 years ago

Re: <3

meggles, you must come this weekend if you can! I miss you muchly!

[info]hitsman

July 18 2005, 05:07:45 UTC 6 years ago

aww, we haven't forgotten you at all Pammers

And speaking of that, what are you planning on doing Monday August 1st?

[info]clmbingthestars

July 18 2005, 20:00:20 UTC 6 years ago

I shall be in buffalo, NY or somewhere near there with my parents... why?

[info]hitsman

July 18 2005, 23:04:10 UTC 6 years ago

darn
I'm roadtripping through NY, PA, NJ, MA, NH and VT that weekend. I was hoping to stop in on my way back to see you.

[info]crazykatewcs

July 18 2005, 12:31:34 UTC 6 years ago

*mwah*

Hey, you're not the only one who feels like that. I don't do anything either. Well, 'cept for dance & hang out with Tim, but I go dancing all by my lonesome. Maybe we can have dinner sometime & make Tim cook for us, he's good at it... :) I love you!

[info]clmbingthestars

July 18 2005, 20:00:50 UTC 6 years ago

Re: *mwah*

mmm, dinner is always good :)

Anonymous

July 20 2005, 11:36:04 UTC 6 years ago

Re: *mwah*

Last night was fun. :)

[info]_candy_couture_

July 18 2005, 19:03:28 UTC 6 years ago

hey... sorry the weather didn;t cooperate for the beach this weekend. I was so mad about that!!

I have the next couple days off (really? me? how did that happen?!?!) so give me a call if you want to hang out!!!!

[info]clmbingthestars

July 18 2005, 20:01:34 UTC 6 years ago

I totally have tues. and wed. off of work!!! We must hang out :)!

[info]jelliebean51

July 18 2005, 20:58:08 UTC 6 years ago

sadness

I am sorry you are feeling this way!!! For some reason this issue has seemed to come up a lot lately which is weird. I think that everyone is feeling the same way for some reason. Anyway, all I wanted to say is that I still love you and I love ice cream, so if you love ice cream ( or anything they might serve at an ice cream stand) we should totally go out and get some!!!!!!!!1

[info]angelgirl8196

July 19 2005, 02:21:59 UTC 6 years ago

WOman you are not a shitty ass freind! We all love you, I think everyone has been feelin a little disconnected lately. Summer can be a stressful/busy/lonely time...I miss hanging out with you, I just wish I was not so over extended lately so I could catch up with you, and the rest of our freinds... it will be alright though-our bond is strong!

[info]scuba_emma

July 19 2005, 19:34:06 UTC 6 years ago

Hey! Don't feel bad about being depressed. And you are not a bad friend! We all have boring, everyday things that seem to consume most of our time and you have been dealing with a lot lately. I would love to see you, so maybe you can come for my B-day. I hope to get people to visit the weekend after (since it's on a Tuesday). Mir is definitely coming. Let me know how you are doing, and I will let you know when I'm back in M-Town!!

EM<3
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